Eyes

I love eyes. The eyes that penetrate to the very soul. Eyes that know.

The eyes of a child. The eyes that discern your very thoughts.

Eyes that watch. Eyes that care.

I love eyes that love.

Curious

Hearts

Whimsical
Confused
Conflicted
Hearts.

Bemused
Amused
Courageous
Hearts.

Afraid
Foolish
Blind
Hearts.

Alone
Together
Frustrated
Hearts.

Loving
Hating
Manipulating
Hearts.

Simple
Complex
Needy
Hearts.

Empty
Full
Filling
Hearts.

Broken
Renewed
Transformed
Hearts.

He
Loves
My
Heart.

Curious

Life

I'm so close to finishing Uni, I have one final assessment that stands between me and the "real world".

This freaks me out somewhat.

I've never had a full time job before, and now all of a sudden I'm applying for big name things, and putting my name out there. I even have a website! I have online presence! This is totally scary.

When did this even happen? When did I grow up?

Last I checked I was still happily naive and innocent, skipping through life knowing that I still had something to fall back on. Now, I have to stand on my own two feet.

No one is going to give me money for nothing. I have to earn it, and it is me that has to do the running. I've had big changes in my life before, but this one is absolutely petrifying. Now I really feel like I'm jumping off a cliff, but this time I'm wearing a blind fold, and I don't actually know where the edge of the cliff is or how high it is.

I might land on my feet, get a job and start making money. Or I could fall flat on my face and have to crawl for a while before I can walk again. The world is a big scary place, and I don't think that has ever really sunk in to me before.

Poor Curious, so naive about the world. She has a lot to learn.